Season 1 Episode 3

Maybe I'm not a girls girl.

    So there's this girl at my first job that just pisses me off so much. I don't mean just "sit a desk away from me" No I mean "please sit nowhere within my six-foot invisible bubble and nowhere where I can actually see you". If she wasn't such a kiss-up to our supervisor and annoying, I wouldn't have such an issue with her. Also, whenever our supervisor isn't there, she isn't so bad. It is quite literally just the fact that my supervisor doesn't want to train her on our call center for reasons that I will be honest are valid, BUT she doesn't even work on tickets or emails. It is so f-ing annoying since we barely have anyone working in person and she is the most useless person currently working this summer. A total waste of our departmental money AND it's not like she honestly needs our money since she is always wanting to, and I quote, "go band for band". 

    The second girls that are the reason to revoke my 'girls girl' card is at my second job. There are like three different clicks at this job that honestly piss me off. They are all Trump-supporting, white, stuck-up, manager-ass-kissing girls. Like honestly, talking about which manager is the hottest while on shift, giving ugly looks when a coworker tells us she is engaged to a girl, and constantly giving ugly looks to anyone who isn't in their click is so annoying. We are supposed to be starting a fresh new job that just came to this town and you are already barely a month in excluding others. Wow, someone give these girls BITCHES OF THE YEAR award.

Latest Read

    Lately, I will be honest, I have not read a lick of a new thing. Now, I will admit that I did re-read some of Neva Altajs' books. I read Stolen Touches and Fractured Souls. I can't remember who the main characters are, but if I had to guess it would be Sergei in one and Massimo in the other. These are honestly 10/10 books for me. The scarred hero, forced marriage, and possessiveness is chef's kiss. Call me crazy, but I love a fictional man who is all grrr stay close to me and call me every hour or touch my woman and I'll kill you. It is just sooooo drool-worthy. Now notice how I said fictional men? Yeah, never in a million years would I be okay with that in real life. Okay, I lied; maybe if he is over six feet, making over seven figures, that doesn't cheat, lets me be a stay-at-home wife, and builds me my dream house on a ten-acre lot. 

Anyway, I have only recently read mafia-ish romances. 

Currently Consuming

My current media/entertainment obsessions are:

Music: I have been listening to anything by Kali Uchis, Faye Webster, Cuco, and Sexyy Redd. I will also admit that the most listened-to thing for me this week has been Brown Noise on Apple Music every single night. I started listening to it as a joke, but it actually helped me sleep if I am being honest. Other than that, I am just all over the place and listen to whatever Apple recommends to me.

Shows/Movies: I watched Unorthodox on Netflix this week. I honestly was hooked and enjoyed it. It was four episodes if I'm not mistaken. It is about a Jewish girl who was sort of forced to marry a guy when she turned 18 and she ran away after a year of being married to him. I felt bad for him a little, but also I am so glad she left him. He was so annoying when he would tell his mom everything, like if you want to tell your mommy everything then just go f--k her. Anyway, I digress.

Games: I recently got into Grow A Garden on Roblox. Yep, Roblox... I don't know why, but it is just so entertaining. There isn't anything special to it, and it's not like it's the most eye-catching. 

Latest Thoughts

Politics and World-ly Thoughts: So I am sure we have all seen the ICE raids going on and the protests happening. Well, I am all for the protests. I have always wanted to go to one, but I feel like I would just be crying the entire time since I am way too emotional. I also don't think it's wrong that the protesters are throwing things back at the officers when they are getting tear gas, rubber bullets, and even hit with wooden sticks. Now, when they are starting the violence, I am not here for it since that is what makes us seem horrible.

Toilet Thoughts: So I don't think I have any toilet thoughts being so honest. I have mostly spent my entire week sleeping or going to work. Oh, I will say though, I shit my pants on the side of the road this last Friday on our way back home.

Come back next week if you want to know how, where, and why I shit myself....