Season 1 Episode 4

So I haven't posted in like what, two or three weeks... Oops 

    So, life has been kicking my ass. My back hurts every day, my ears feel like they're filled with water, and I have the biggest pimple on my nose that won't go away. Also, I have been hating both of my jobs. Literally every day, I want to quit both and just go marry a sugar daddy. Another thing that has me spazzing out is that Brian asked me if I wanted to go to The Weeknd concert with him in August, and now I feel like he may have a slight crush on me... Brian, if you see this, oh well, I guess you're finding out how I actually feel. I still really want to go with him, but I'm scared it'll make him think he can try to shoot his shot with me. I am also really starting to hate this blogging site, so if y'all see me change suddenly to a new one, let me know which you like better! This will definitely be a short post, so I am sorry.

Latest Read

    I have been re-reading all of Neva Altaj's books since they're the only things that can really get me out of a book slump. Oh, I will say, I did recently finish Wild Wild Cowboy by Elizabeth Bright and Married to the Alien Mountain Man by Ursa Dax. Both are obviously romance, but one is fantasy and the other is small town. 

    The fantasy one is about a human girl (I think) who ends up crashing on an all-male planet and has to marry one of the prisoners if she wants to stay there. She only has to marry him for 14 days, but blah blah blah she falls in love and stays forever. It was a light, fast read, so I'd say maybe a 4/5.

    The small town one is about a librarian and an ex-bronc rider, I think. She is trying to get more funding for the library she runs and decides to ask him for help on how to create a rodeo to fundraise money. They start off as sort of friends-with-benefits and then to lovers. Pretty good book, but not a top 10 on my list. It was definitely a solid 4/5.

Currently Consuming

My current media/entertainment obsessions are:

Music: Anything by Ken Carson is a banger right now for me. I don't know what it is about his music, but it just sort of makes my days go by easier and better. Maybe I'm crazy, but it seriously helps me with my days lately. 

Shows/Movies: Love Island: USA on Peacock is a 10/10. My favorite couples are Amaya and Bryan and Huda and Chris. Say what you want about Huda, but she has definitely changed since her days with Jeremiah. Also, Chris just suits her so well. Now, Amaya and Bryan are my all-time favorites. They are literally so good together, and I am just loving the vibes with them. They will definitely be touching the $100k on my watch.

Games: Fairy Village from the App Store- Yep again, still the same game... Hate to say it, guys, but it is just such a soothing game. Like if I need to de-stress, you will definitely catch me playing that. They also came out with a new update, so I can build some more now, and I am loving it.

Latest Thoughts

Politics and Worldly Thoughts: I wish I had a lot to say, but at this point, I am just exhausted. You all know I hate Trump and his entire administration, so there's not much that is new. Fuck Trump, Fuck Ice, END THE WAR IN GAZA, and most of all, IF YOU ARE A TRUMP SUPPORTER, GET YOUR ASS AWAY FROM MY POSTS. love you all :)

Toilet Thoughts: So, last time I ended off by saying that I shit myself or something like that. Yeah, that wasn't a joke. I am lactose intolerant and had some milk drink I think, before our three-hour drive home. Yep, I shat myself like halfway through the drive home, and I had to wash myself on the side of the road in the middle of nowhere. I literally cannot even be embarrassed or anything anymore because that was my lowest point in life. 

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