Season 1 Episode 2

The first orientation of the summer.

    So, a little insight into my life: I work for the ITS department at my university as the student lead of their contact center. That's me flexing- jk jk. Well, we finally had our first orientation of the summer today (May 31) and I was all happy and dandy since I liked where I was located. Horrible fricking news like three hours before I had to get to our campus; I had to work with the athletic admin instead of with the fine arts kids. Yep, someone buy me a freaking gun and let me just take myself out of this misery. Anyone in athletics is so freaking stuck up and annoying. And to make it worse, most are as smart as a rock and don't have a single thing set up with their accounts. Anyway, the lord blessed me and it was actually the kinesiology students and not the actual athletes. 

Latest Read

    I actually finished Soul to Keep by Opal Reyne and started the second book in that series. I will admit though, I started this book as a joke, but it's growing on me a bit. It did take me about three days to finish it, but I clearly finished which is saying a lot. 
    A Soul To Keep- hmmm where should I start? The main male character has like four tentacles around his yuhoo. Yep, you heard it here first folks. Also, if his yuhoo is out for too long it starts hurting because it constantly needs to be lubricated- yea freaky as hell. Did I also mention that his way of kissing her is by licking her and shoving his tongue down her throat? Oh, I didn't- welp now you know... It was definitely a strange book, but not my craziest. It was a solid 3.75/5 if I must be honest.
    A Soul To Heal is a bit better and more my cup of tea if I must be honest. The girl is sort of depressed and a plus-sized queen. Whoop Whoop- love the inclusivity. The duskwalker (MMC) is sort of dense. I guess we could say a himbo in her eyes, but he is amazing since he is always trying to take care of her. I'm pretty sure this book is longer than the last, but I barely started it today and am about 200-ish pages in. Know this is pages on my phone, not a physical book. Where I currently am is that she got pregnant. Yea... pretty icky but who am I to judge. He also has the same yuhoo areas as the other duskwalker, but he apparently didn't know they were there until his little bride showed up and made his eyes go purple, ifykyk.

So yeah, I am still in my fantasy ride. I have been wanting to get into a nice cheesy like small-town feel romance. Maybe a grumpy cowboy and a pregnant or single mom. If anyone has any recommendations for that genre, please send them my way through my Instagram- @nannislibrary. Oh also, if y'all have a good mafia romance I would love that. Anything that is like Neva Altaj would be amazing or like a forced marriage.

Currently Consuming

My current media/entertainment obsessions are:

Music: Anything by Clairo is a current hit for me. I have just been loving the calm vibes her music has. My current go-to song though has to be WHIM WHAMIEE by PLUTO & YAKNIECE. It is just so "I'm single and thriving" coded and perfect for the summer.

Shows/Movies: Kim's Convenience on Netflix- Yep, I am still watching this show. Oh, and I am also watching Law & Order: SVU but that has been my thing since the start of this year. I am on season fourteen I believe and it is a total vibe. Yes, I know it is cringe, but I love it. 

Games: Fairy Village from the App Store- Yep again, still the same game. I recently bought a new exploring map thing. It is a total vibe. I will say though, that a girl needs more gems because I am just suffering not being able to buy more stuff that I can only get with gems. Oh, I am also back into Clash Royale. Something about beating other people in two minutes is just so fun.

Latest Thoughts

Politics and World-ly Thoughts: So I am curious about what you all think on a topic. Who is the catch in a relationship? Who should make the first big move (asking out on a date, asking to be gf/bf, engagement)? Well, for me I think that the girl is the catch in a relationship and that the guy should be doing all of the first big moves. Like, yes if I want to go out to eat then I'll ask, but it will not be considered a date in my eyes. Now making or changing titles in a relationship I think it is all the guys' job. I will also clarify, that these are all expectations for my relationships, and that is why I am saying girl/guy since I am very much a straight diva. Obviously, everyone will do whatever works for them, but I want a more traditional conservative relationship life. If that suddenly doesn't make me a feminist, then oh well I guess. I need a guy to ask/tell my parents that they want to date me, I need a minimum of three dates before even considering our relationship exclusive, we can not do sleepovers until three months of us being officially dating, I want to be a stay at home wife for at least the first year of my child being born, and I want to raise my kids within the Catholic church and once they are around 10 they can decide if they still want to go or not. Yes, very traditional values and beliefs, but it is what works for me. I obviously do expect my partner to have the same values and beliefs both politically and religiously as me or at least they have to be similar. I can not date a MAGA rat, a homophobic guy, a racist guy, or someone who does not have life goals or something that motivates him. 

Toilet Thoughts: So I have recently lost all motivation to even keep on consistently posting on my Instagram. It is just so discouraging seeing that it is not growing at all. I know that I should just keep on doing it for myself, but if I'm going based on that logic then I will just post whenever I actually want to. I will also admit, I am working two jobs now and just never have much free time anymore. Whenever I do have free time, I am either sleeping or playing Roblox. Another thing recently floating in my head, if you know of a tall, sweet, smart, and 20-22-year-old guy, please send him my way. I am not picky race/ethnicity-wise, but just as long as he fits my vibe I am happy.

Sorry for posting this like a day late. I forgot to do it yesterday and I didn't work at my second job so decided to do it.